GENERAL INFORMATION


Name: Fenix

Birth Place & Living In: Earth

Birth Date: 10 Nov 1988

Current Age: 18~19

Race: Pig?

Religion: Free Thinker

Occupation: Student

Email Address: lee_fenix@yahoo.co.uk/fenixfate@gmail.com
LIKES


Hobbies: Playing Bball(but i still suck ><)

Colour: Black, Red And Orange !

Food: Anything Goes!! KFC !!! =X
HATES


People: Hypocrites, Players

Others: Chain Mails
Tuesday, January 23, 2007: numb...

well.... i dunno... i'm feeling pretty numb now... like alot things all heck care le... dunno... guess its like getting shot by a gun... the first few moment is hell.. den after tat... you go numb... well... dunno whether its a good thing...



Anyway... happy birthday bei en... haha... teach me ma jiang ! i wanna learn... hee....


Posted by Anonymous

Thursday, January 18, 2007: ouch..

i haven slept a wink for the past 2 wks... weeping helplessly... nvn cried so bitterly and so helplessly b4... dun think i can take much more... yyet... cry so hard... so bitterly... why caint i fall asleep? at least my pain will be gone for a few hours...



where's the cheerful you? the witty, crazy gal tat i knew ? i realli dunno you at all now... this new sombre, fustrated you... caint you go back to wat you were ? i wan to help... but i dunno how to... nor do you wan it...



i'm hurting... bleeding veri badly... my heart... dun feel whole again.... but still.... i will wait... i dunno how long... but... pls come back to me? =(


Posted by Anonymous

Friday, January 12, 2007: Depressed...

sigh... suppressing the urge to cry realli sucks ya know... when i watched the my date wif a vampire... i thought tat was lame... but in reality... it realli hurts... alot... =(







Anyway, wat's wif the stigma of the males shredding tears to be a sign of weakness ? tat sucks...

still... even if i was to break the stigma... and cry now... wat's the pt ? its juz merely a waste of time... it doesn't serve anything and deepen my pain and grief... Yet again... to feel tears welling up at my eyes... and not being able to release them... it realli sucks....




well.. i guess this bout of depression is here to stay... for sometime... i guess... hope i wun get suicidal... bah... who will care anyway ? =(



Anyway... good bye to you... i guess... this time is for real ? Best wishes too.... bye...






Manifestation of poignant memories, taking shapes of needles, stabbing my ripped heart repeatedly...


Posted by Anonymous

Thursday, January 11, 2007: ouch

this sucks... so wat am i ? a back up? a stand in ? a substitue ? it realli hurts to know tat k... wtf... maybe i shoulda juz ignore you asking for my company... last night.. you said you dowan me as your friend... juz now.... den.. now... fuck la... screw it...


Posted by Anonymous



my heart hurts..... i'm think i'm gonna have a heart failure soon... sigh... read your email idiot... i've nvn seen a stupider girl than you... walking into a trap knowingly...





Have you any idea how much you hurt me when you tell me why should i care ? Have you any idea how much my heart hurts ?


Posted by Anonymous

Tuesday, January 02, 2007: Blehh...

This sucks... after playing bball for like 2 years... i stil suck at it... blehh =x... maybe i should quit bball... >< Zzz...






Anyhow.. its 2007... 2 more months to my enlistment... of course... tat is if i bloody get my ass through my As... tat's a veri BIG if... ><


Posted by Anonymous

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