GENERAL INFORMATION


Name: Fenix

Birth Place & Living In: Earth

Birth Date: 10 Nov 1988

Current Age: 18~19

Race: Pig?

Religion: Free Thinker

Occupation: Student

Email Address: lee_fenix@yahoo.co.uk/fenixfate@gmail.com

LIKES


Hobbies: Playing Bball(but i still suck ><)

Colour: Black, Red And Orange !

Food: Anything Goes!! KFC !!! =X

HATES


People: Hypocrites, Players

Others: Chain Mails



Tuesday, October 31, 2006: ZOMG OMFG

1 more day to my GP paper... 16 more days to end... OMG OMG OMG OMG... i feel so totally not yet prepared la !!! ARGH... how how how?





Die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die....





Ack... Can i do it ? blehh...


Posted by Anonymous

Thursday, October 26, 2006: !!!!!!!

7 days to start.... 22days to end... ack.. i still cannot study la... this whole afternoon... bleh... onli did 1 question of the equilibirum... MCQ somemore... >< Argh !!!! Think can prepare to fail la ! Argh... i dun like it ! Grr.... realli dowan to fail ! ARGH... ROAR !!!


Anyway.. had a dream last night... dreamt tat i beat simon up... cos he bar me from the exams... lol... man... tat stupid ang moh... say wat i nvn turn up for te day camp... den tat shows tat i'm not interested in gp and thus bar me from my gp exam... blehh...




I'm sick... and tired... x.x


Posted by Anonymous

Wednesday, October 25, 2006: Tired...

I'm tired... very tired... my body.... cannot take this any longer... blehh... feel likee as though its gonna crash soon... x.x













So fucking sick of my life... can i end it?


Posted by Anonymous

Tuesday, October 24, 2006: bleh... =x

yawns... slacked for the past 2 days... yawns... l8ter need to write compo... if not.. l8ter fay anal me... blehh.... 'The problem with singapore is that majority of her people are too conformist'... Do you agree.... sheesh.... tough topic imo... =x



Burp... juz came back from dinner... mum's bdae.... den i bought a AND1 bball shoe !!! black and red ! sooooooooooo cool la.... den a new bball... blehh... i'm 110 poorer... =x



why should i care?? blehh... fine i wun care anymore then...



Soooo shiok la... slack for the past few days... yawns... i see shan nick... lol.... i guess it applies for me... lady luck like not ard... think she took a looooooong hols...



frankly... after all these years in the education system.. i've nvn felt this way b4... soo... stupid... so... destined to fail... am i realli fated to take As again? Sigh...


A panacea to humam problem? i doubt there will be one...


Posted by Anonymous

Friday, October 20, 2006: sigh

checkmate i lose... blehh...


Posted by Anonymous

Thursday, October 19, 2006: Yawns...

damn lag now... not the com...me... slow response time... =.= yesterday played abit bball... damn lag la... bleh... -.-


Anyway... 14days... weet... i'm sooooo screwed... my sciences still macham like fuck... onli good thing... i finally know how to do basic wector questions ! lalala... and gp compo at least not writing crap le... haha... otherwise... still preparing to retake next year... bleh... >.<


all of a sudden... got urge to play dota.... budden the urge died of pretty quickly... now is the insane urge to play bball la... sigh... 30more days ! must tahan... bitch coming l8ter... wonder how did my essay fare this time...

yawns la... tml my aunt dragging me to tm to company her buy her 3G fone... rubbish la... how the hell do i benefit from this ? i wan a new fone too ! fine... my fone is new la... erm... 7months old ? budden w800i is not 3G la ! i wan the black and orange W850i ! tat's COOL... or a clamshell fone will oso be nice... lalala~


14days to start... abt 30days to end... Yawns... time flies... crap.... not enuff time...


Posted by Anonymous

Tuesday, October 17, 2006: Yawns... 16 days left ?

Man... 16 days left... and i'm still learning new things everytime i read my notes... =.= GR8...
Anyway... 2day goin out... wif an old friend... realli old... know each other like wat... since primary 3 or 4 ? lalala....




Yawns... still have to write a compo for tat fay l8ter in the night... Bleach...


Posted by Anonymous

Tuesday, October 10, 2006: And so it ends

i've sang my final tune....... and hence the end of the first chp... Didn't know time can fly so fast when i'm doin something so sian too... Sigh... crap la... yesterday supposed to be studying physics de... end up... nvn do any shit... >.< Chem... got LOTSA things to catch up la ! biochem ! electrochem ! FUCK... oh ya... NMR!!!! still dun understand a shit abt it...



2day another long day.... oscillation... waves... and superpos... >.< i know NUTS abt them la can... =.= Zzz!



And So The Engines Of The Unfeeling Fate Sets Into Motion...




歌手:张信哲

歌名:信仰

每当我听见忧郁的乐章
勾起回忆的伤
每当我看见白色的月光
想起你的脸庞
明知不该去想
不能去想
偏又想到迷惘
是谁让我心酸
谁让我牵挂
是你啊
我知道那些不该说的话
让你负气流浪
想知道多年漂浮的时光
是否你也想家
如果当时吻你
当时抱你
也许结局难讲
我那么多遗憾
那么多期盼

你知道吗
我爱你 是多么清楚 多么坚固的信仰
我爱你 是多么温暖 多么勇敢的力量
我不管心多伤 不管爱多慌 不管别人怎么想
爱是一种信仰

把我 带到你的身旁
喔哦....
我知道那些不该说的话
让你负气流浪
想知道多年漂浮的时光
是否你也想家
如果当时吻你
当时抱你
也许结局难讲
我那么多遗憾
那么多期盼

你知道吗
我爱你 是多么清楚 多么坚固的信仰
我爱你 是多么温暖 多么勇敢的力量
我不管心多伤 不管爱多慌 不管别人怎么想
爱是一种信仰
把我 带到你的身旁 喔哦....
我爱你 是忠于自己 忠于爱情的信仰
我爱你 是来自灵魂 来自生命的力量
在遥远的地方 你是否一样 听见我的呼喊
爱是一种信仰
把你 带回我的身旁爱是一种信仰
把你 带回我的身旁


Posted by Anonymous

Friday, October 06, 2006: SIAN

so fast... fri le... crap... 'stock count'... erm... onli ionic and chemical equil REALLI settled... den... periodicity 3/4 done... ok... 100% done = study the notes... plus tys mcq and long Q from TYS ( from 1995~2005) i'm kinda shorta time you see... den... 3/4 done... means until MCQ... still got Long Q... Zzz... den... erm..

Transition Metals... trying to fucking study it... budden... EMPTY NOTES FUCK... so.... been flipping at the tys... poking at the worked solution... and you know wat... the onli things i know from tat fucking chp... all Olvl stuff... Zzz... Guess put transition metal under KIV first until i can get the bloody notes...

Erm... 2day electrochem... cannot even concentrate la! my mind keep drifting off to bball... >.<
So... onli managed to read through the notes... and giggling... the ZINC electzon! haha... man... Tml and sun... biochem... hope can squeeze in the transition metal and electrochem lo... >.<

Oh fuck... totally 4got abt it... NMR... CB.... tat pig lecturer de i think... CRAP... the notes all RUBBISH.... >.<

Maths... even though it was on the agenda... Well... didn't even do a single fuck of maths this wk... >.< FUCKING NEED TO FOCUS ! NO TIME LE LA CB.....


Anyway.... i'm hooked to this song...

歌手:张信哲

歌名:不做你的爱人

我不会哭不能让视线都模糊
你就像一幅画一座雕塑而不是我生命的包袱
爱要结束就不要虚伪的祝福
爱你等于爱上一种艺术
又何必对自己那么残酷

不是你的爱人 不流一滴眼泪
不再为了陪你喝一杯咖啡
让你整个夜晚不能够好睡
不能再和自己幸福作对
不做你的爱人不管你的是非
不能否认其实只是爱你的美
不只你的咖啡会让人醉
再美丽的风景都会忘记
我一定会

我不会哭不能让视线都模糊
你就像一幅画一座雕塑而不是我生命的包袱
爱要结束就不要虚伪的祝福
爱你等于爱上一种艺术
又何必对自己那么残酷
不是你的爱人不流一滴眼泪
不再为了陪你喝一杯咖啡
让你整个夜晚不能够好睡
不能再和自己幸福作对

不做你的爱人不管你的是非
不能否认其实只是爱你的美
不只你的咖啡会让人醉
再美丽的风景都会忘记
我一定会

不是你的爱人不流一滴眼泪
不再为了陪你喝一杯咖啡
让你整个夜晚不能够好睡
不能再和自己幸福作对
不做你的爱人不管你的是非
不能否认其实只是爱你的美
不只你的咖啡会让人醉
再美丽的风景都会忘记
我一定会


Posted by Anonymous

Monday, October 02, 2006: Last Month...

It has been a long path... now... my last month of mugging den i will be free from books for the next 2years... Good ? Bad? frankly... i dunno either... Good because i will be free from the shackles soon... bad... cos i haven finish my revision... Hell... i'm just embarking on my revision... >.<
Anyway... this will be a long month... One whole month of confinement... Guess the onli days when i'm goin out of the house is.. 11 Oct... for my IPPT retest ( yeah... i suck)... and 18 oct... for my grad day... take my leaving cert...
Yawns... Juz finish planing my timetable... Zzz... first wk... All the chem topics i dunno... plus maths... Second week... purely physics... Zzz... den last 2 weeks... overall revision.. guess i will alternate between the 2 sciences everyday... Gonna be damn boring... kinda wished i had taken econs... >.<>
Something Which i wrote a while back... haha... I'm losing my touch... man...
The Storm
Dark clouds manifesting, as the cynic cries
Flashes of lighting, illuminating
Clashes of thunder, echoing around
Howls of icy winds, as the eyeliner freezes
The sun cowered, usurped by the insidious clouds
Dried leaves rained, decorating the empty streets
Birds took flight, leaving bits of feathers
Tracing the boundaries of the clear skies beyond
this cynic seeks comfort within himself
knowing he was merely a cypher in her eyes
A final roar, as the clouds release their rage
The sky cried, washing off the tear stains...



Posted by Anonymous

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